How I Feel...

I am still in a little disbelief! So much has happened this past month; I lost my job, we have been moving to our new place and then I find out I'm pregnant! As excited as we are, it is a little nerve racking. I am already getting the morning queasiness, the soreness and swelling, and I am ALWAYS tired. I am taking afternoon naps, it's crazy! Justin and I have been trying to conceive for over 2 years now. We had both been tested in all kinds of ways, I have been through ultrasounds, temping and charting, "fertility x-rays", and countless cycles of fertility drugs.It has been a long and frustrating process! We had all but given up for now when I lost my job. I decided I needed to focus on finding work and us moving and not to worry about getting pregnant for a while. OF COURSE that is when it happens! Don't things have the strangest way of happening? We are nervous about me not working, about Justin just going back to school and working so much like he does, and all the regular stuff you think about. But everyday I wake up feeling sick I really couldn't be happier that it is really happening now. Justin went out this week and got me What to Expect When Your Expecting with the matching journal. I can see everyday he is getting more excited. We have our first ultrasound on June 16th, hopefully we can hear our little jellybean's heart by then. I should be 8 weeks around then. We can't wait!